A Final Thought of Life

It’s midnight. I can't sleep. Death is on my mind. In a good way.
Getting older makes it more inevitable when some of my friends
are dying or critically ill now.
Yet I never thought of death as “the end game” of my being.
I always felt it would be the beginning of a new existence
somewhere else.

Life can be its own death when aging.
The drying up and tearing down of the body and mind.
A spirit, on the other hand, would be free from
deteriorating matter.

When I  hear of immoral people inflicting great harm
upon innocent people, I wonder if there is a Hell for them.
I know there is a Hell on earth for the innocent who
suffer at the hands of these people.

The Book of Revelations in the Bible mentions a
kind of Hell.
I never finished reading it, I was so terrified just reading it.
Although, some clergymen have read it repeatedly, it has not
hindered them from ungodly conduct; and the “eternal flame”
of Damnation doesn’t seem to be discouraging
to too many politicians.

Personally, I think Hell can be anywhere and everywhere.
It's more noticeable in Syria, Nigeria, and North Korea
which come to mind; although there are many hot spots.

I read a book years ago about a conversation with
God, in which, the messenger believed there is no Hell
in the Hereafter.
It can be as believable as anything else I have heard.

People base their belief of Heaven and Hell
on their faith.
And what is faith, but believing without knowing.
There is no scientific proof.

When a plane crashes, killing hundreds of people,
I wonder if there was a master plan, a predestination,
of chosen people coming together for that final journey.
Is it all in a plan when that one person who has a ticket,
misses the flight?
I wonder when I see someone doing something life
threatening, how they managed to live so long being so
stupid.

Then there is the ‘conversation with God.'
Every Spirit chooses to come "back" to earth to
experience life in the flesh. Love, hate, pain and joy
to name just a few of these earthly feelings.

Some religions believe that our spirit keeps coming back
to earth, reincarnated, until we have passed all our earthly
challenges.
The theory behind a conversation with God, from
what I gather, is that every Spirit
is a collaborator in their life and death. Spirits
collaborate to role play different earthly virtues
and vices.
Virtues and vices come in human form representing
Love, Hate; Evil, Good.
A Spiritual collaboration for the purpose
of reaching the ultimate Life experiences.


The Spirit, electing to come back to earth to experience
torture, is obviously, mindless of human suffering.
Much like a woman giving birth, forgets the pain long
enough to get pregnant again.

I don't understand how a Spiritual Soul
can be separated from the same Soul in the Flesh;
I assume, the Spirit once transported back to earth,
is only mindful of the flesh and everything that
it compasses; just as the Flesh is not mindful
of the Spiritual 'collaboration.'

The Spirit desires to have earthly feelings as
an extension to its life. In other words, it looks good
from afar.

The Human Experience
Humans cannot fully appreciate feeling love without
knowing hate.
A young child protected by his loving parents,
goes out into the world and feels the hatred
from strangers towards his race or privileged life.
Only then does he become aware of how
precious it is to be loved unconditionally.
He may have a fear of losing their love.
He may react by pleasing his
parents; or he may feel angry or pity towards
those who resent or envy him.

The Spirit, separating from the Flesh upon death;
having gained this earthly knowledge is
enlightened through this process of unburdening
itself  from the toll of  flesh and bones.

This conversation with God tells us that there is no
Hell because we are all collaborators in the scheme
of Life that teaches us to
"walk a mile" in each other's "shoes."

I believe it started in the Garden of Eden when God
put the serpent in the fruit tree. According to the Bible,
God created every living thing, including
the fallen angel, Satan. Satan, obviously, has
a purpose in Life too.

By my "faith" I am not as afraid of death from the
Spiritual side;
as I am of torture, pain and aging, being earthbound.
Death is grievous when we are separated from
our loved ones; and that is, an earthly feeling from
what I know being here.